Hello MUM, me again, all i ever seem to be doing is writing to u on your special Tribute page, how lucky are u!!! u probably sick of me babbling on but for me its the next best thing to having u hear with me, chatting to u on this Tribute page makes me feel like u are actually listening to everyone who contributes, it makes me feel a slight comfort because with u not being around anymore more could`nt have put me anymore out of my comfort zone. There are constant reminders of u everywhere i look, and whoever i speak to and i really like that, apart from when i get my 3yr old (Max) coming out of school asking "is my nanny home yet"??? that is really hard to listen to (especially if u would do anything to get her back), not knowing what to say to him, but if u were here u would know exactly what to say or what i should say, i really thought that he understood as he is telling people we speak to that "my nanny is flying up with the angels, in the clouds" obviously NOT!!!. Life in general is going to be so hard for all of us as u were always there to help with anything we needed, wether it be washing, dinners, how to cook something, or even just a listening ear, as for sewing, now i`ll definately have to learn!!!. There is a massive whole that needs filling and its just going to take time to figure out how or what to fill it with, either way it will never be as specail as u (MUM) love Laura xx