i say goodnight every night and cry every night my heart is broken without you Eileen i dont know what to do with myself anymore if you was here know im sure your you would be so proud of your girls and your granchildren we all miss you and find it hard but we have you in our hearts and in our mind well we also have picture of you on our bedroom walls HA HA but well done to everyone who has stayed strong during this time hapy new year Eileen we will struggle but only cause we love you happy new year 3> xxxxxxx