hello mum..... iv not wrote on here before because its not good enough, i want to speak to you in person with a cup of rosy lee (tea), but this will have to do!!!! mum ignore laura going on about my driving to lakeside it was absolutly fine, she is just like you a scardey cat hahahahahahaha! she is jelous of my driving but unlike you she did go in my car, you point blank refused (you naughty girl) amy has done my nails and she has done such a good job i love them an u would too. i done mandy a lovely steak meal and i done my tomatoes on the big mushrooms your favourite an so wish you was here too eating them. i just cant bring myself to cook my salmon meal because you was the last one i cooked that for it was that long ago and now i cant have it at all because i will miss you too much. elsie has asked whens nanny back and its sad she dont understand. amy cooked me a lovely meal yesterday and i put her some curtains up for her with my best mate my hammer and nails. you used to always ask me to bang nails in your wall for your photos instead of waiting for dad hahahahahaha. we made hollie ride her bike and it took her 1 hour to get there she bloody scared us, you would of said louise you wicked cow go and pick her up. oh mum see this is why i should never had started because i dont want to stop typing because it feels like i am talking to you but the sad thing is i am not goin to get a reply. i best go now but mum because i am getting so upset, i miss you so much its so painful, i would do anything to have you back, i do look up at the stars in the sky every night mum and say goodnight i love you. love louise xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx