Hello MUM xxx Every day just seems to get worse, but people say it gets better, right now i cant see it getting any better for any of us at any time soon, which is so, so painful and heart breaking. Louise if you are reading this there would be nothing greater than to get a reply from MUM, but unfortunately for us its noy gonna happen so i`ll reply on MUM`s behalf if thats ok, "Louise, i know your driving is terrible, and yes i would never get in your car, but at least you drove them, and as for your dinners, they were all lovely and all my favourites so don`t not cook them on my behalf cause i can still smell them from where i am now, from ME!!!" Thats what she would have said Louise so hope it helps. For anyone else reading this i would like to take this oppotunity to thank everyone who has contributed in the memory of the most precious person in our lives, our MUM, so a massive THANKS.