Happy new year to you MUM x. There is nothing to say really apart from, this new year is going to be the hardest year ever, having to celebrate birthdays without you including your own, Megan is going to turn 13, Drake is having his own fun party for his birthday. All sorts is happening here with us all in this year, and it would be nice to have you involved like you always were, making the best of stuff everytime, and more special. I am struggling without you in my life, I feel sometimes I dont want to carry on in this life without you because of things being so difficult, living was so easy with you there, now its not. The shrine I have in my bedroom dedicated to you is definitely getting bigger haha, I'll have to get a bigger shelf if I continue, I cant find a really lovely box big enough for all my keepsakes of you, I'll have to find one soon, I dont want you living out of a bag, you far too special for that. Anyway I'll leave you in peace for a while, love you ♡ and still missing you xxxx